I sit here wondering so many things
like why you couldn't stay,
why your cancer had to spread like wings
that took you so far away

rip Rachel. I miss you sister.

It's not logical to kill yourself after a few years or months of depression when you have the rest of your life to make what you want of it.

The dreams I keep having are so hard to hold
Where has everyone gone as we try to stay strong?
Best friends forever, but in death,
forever ended that tragic day

Brittany,Shawna, & April

I see my broken reflection
Shattered dreams and silent screams.
I know the truth, I've given up.
I'm making the choice of life or death.

from my poem Fate

This pain won't ever cease,
my wounds will never heal.
My tolerance will shatter
because reality isn't real.

When it comes to pain, why do we listen to it?
It's never like it won't go away, if you believe it or not.

I was at disney world they said how dreams come true i though about it my best dream is dieing with my mom and dad by my side thats all i ever wanted

All im doing is all about you
but you did not see and feel that
but someday you will see and feel that

Everytime they chased you together
that you look like a married couple
i just smiled
but deep inside im crying and dying

I love her
but he love him