Nothing can take back
Your words and actions
And the damage they have done

Standing alone
As always and forever

Welcoming the day for my dying breath
To end this lie forever

Wanting more
Wanting that something
That would make this lie of pretense worth it

Living this lie
Every breath, every word
Forever tainted

Pouring my crimson regret onto the floor
I cant feel the pain anymore

Why do i get back up when im only going to fall back down again

Im slipping off the edge into the abyss

Every tear tells a story i cannot

I learnt how to stop the tears from flowing
But not to stop the blood from pouring