What about today?
What if this feeling never goes away?

I'm starting to get more pains in my stomach,
My muscles are shrinking, more bones are showing.
I'm getting there, just a little bit more.
Someday, I'll get there.

I can't wait until that perfect day.
The sun will be shining brightly,
And the birds will be chirping.
I will have the biggest smile on my face,
Becauase this day will be the day I die.

I'm really good at pretending and smiling.
I cry a lot, but no one hears.
I cut my arm, just to bleed.
I don't eat, so I can die.
That's me...

But I always have to remember that famous line:
I'm fine said with a fake smile on my face.

No one can see what's wrong,
Because I made it that way.

I'm scared to death of myself

I just want 2 feel safe again

Dad i love u, Dad i miss u, Dad y dont u want me?

My dad sent me sister something today telling her how much he cares about her i just wish he would feel the same way about me :( it hurts

At least i know my dad cares about my sister just not me :(