From: In This Cage of Misery

I am sitting underneath a tree
looking over the horizon
thinking; waiting
waiting for the light to come
but it doesn't come
it will never come
I'll always be hidden
hidden from all things happy.........

I try to hold it in, not to let anyone see, i asked u to stop, but its like i dont even matter to you anymore :(

Whats the point of living if your already in hell?

Mirror mirror on the wall
who's the biggest fool of them all?
it must be the girl who can't stop crying
or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying

Be my sunshine???
i feel so broken up,,
&& i give up

It's Warming Up Outside
But Not Inside Her
The Bitter Chill Of Lifes Uncertanties
Is Wearing At Her Empty Soul
But She Hides Her Life Of Desperation
With Smiles And Lies
But At The Same Time She Is Praying
For Suiside

Don't tell me it will be okay when you know it never will be

Tonight, as the blood drips down my arm...
i will be in control of who's ruining my life

Im good at being invisible...
sometimes i cant find myself

You told me everything, we shared so many moments, you told me your hopes and dreams, we shared laughs and our troubles, we fought through the tough times together, then we got into an arguement and it seems as if we never knew eachother