Not ready to die,
Not wanting to live

And how can she be so strong when everything is falling apart

People always say how "tough" and "strong" I am, I just need to start believeing them.

Hey play my emotions like a keyboard.

If people were flowers,
Id be the small, ugly, one that no one notices.

Soo ill just go have a cry,
Listen to my "emo" music,
And pray the bullies will stop tomorrow

Councelers,
do NOT work,
They make you WORSE

Why do fathers have to work away from home,
And brothers plot each others death,
Why do mothers not appear to care,
Even when your upset?

When someone jokes about loving me, i begin to see how much i dont have. i desire the lies so that i can avoid the truth.

i live for love lies.

"My life is spinning out of control.
Its going so fast i can barley hold on.
What can i do to make it stop and stay still?"