Wish i could do this to her, what she did to me and my heart

.... why? u may ask ..

coz i know i would never ever hurt her like the way i got hurt......

The Darkest Skies Have The Brightest Stars

Want to hear something sad?
You spend your whole life
Waiting in line to die
&& the sad part is;
I'm already d.e.a.d

I can feel people staring at me.
i can feel how they look at my arms
i can hear the whispers from others
i can feel the pain of their voices

yet you do nothing to help me?

She sits in her corner
and waits for it to come
She waits for the Darkness
to finish her Up

She's crying for direction
Lost in her reflection
All the while pretending , . .
She's alive she's trying not to show it
But everybody knows it
But something is just killing her inside.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me

I've hoped for change,
and it gets better everyday
I've hoped for change,
but still I feel the same

I'm not feeling alright today
I'm not feeling that great
I'm not catching on fire today
Love has started to fade
I'm not going to smile today
I'm not going to laugh

And she keeps her secrets,
tries to hide her past
Because everything lately
has gone way to fast