I want to try really hard but it seems the more i try people give me more to handle and i cant take anymore

Im....
F ucked up
I nsercure
N eurotic
E motional
just F.I.N.E

&& this one little cut changed my life for today

Who new that you could make my heart bleed with out even cutting it!

NIGHTMARES my escape from REALITY <3

I stopped hurting myself
for you..
now i hurt myself
because of you.xx

[true]

How can you crave to be alone and yet alone is the only thing you ever feel

Running in darkness
Never seeing The light again
Running for my life
Suffering
If I called your name
Would you come save me?

*^*CourtneyxHolland*^*

Im fine.
im fine.
im fine.
im fine.
im fine.
im fine... maybe one of these times i will actually mean it
im fine.
im fine. im fine. im fine. im fine. im fine. im fine.

... just not yet

The house is nice, the food is nice, my things are nice, but having no one to love you makes everything else seem like nothing...