Love doesnt exist. its just an excuse to get hurt god dammit

I hate you for loving her and not me </3

Why is it so hard to let go of something i nvr evn had?

Cut my wrists
black my eye
this is how it ends
this is how i die

The more i get use to this mask; the more it gets hardher to care and really feel
making everything everyone means and says be less real

I carved your name into my wrist
now i'll carry the painful memory of you with me wherever i go </3

Why dont you love me anymore?

I'm running...with my eyes closed faster faster i go, wind blasting in my face, lungs ready 2 burst, hoping not 2 run in2 anything, it's almost as if i'm flying, maybe if i run long enough i'll run in2 him...anyway i'll be back later...

Sometimes its alot harder to
smile infront of everyone than
cry all alone

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you just cant see the pain
Someone is feeling