I know I've run out of good intentions
So I'll have to use the bad one's instead.

You can pretend that you're sorry,
but you're better off pretending you're dead

She Sits In A Corner
Crying Herself To Sleep
Wrapped Around In Promises
Noone Seems To Keep
*~♥ ~*

The bitter pills are as sweet as candy now.

I cry for the time that you
were almost mine, I cry for
the memories ive left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost,
the old & new, I cry for the
times i thought i had you!

&& I'm Alone Now...Me And All I Stood For...

I hate the way you make me do things to myself. Things that hurt. Things that cause tears. Things that bleed. Things that leave scars forever..

You took away the pain that kept me alive
But you ran away, left me on my own...
Now the pain is coming back, and I blame you.

She looks back at the house she was about to make vacant, the man she was about to abandon, and the life she was about to leave. This time she'll start over, this time, she'll find happiness. This time is the last time.

Drinks this last bit of cyanide for my twisted thoughts of suicide.

I didn't write this.

No, I'm not okay; No I wont be fine. Just leave me alone to deal with it my own way. Everyone else has.