After the small glimse of my past, I now see how much of my painful memories I truely blocked out,

There's nothing better than to cry
and after all these years
i still dont know why

You see me as just a pretty [little] girl... but the thing is I am only [little] which means you have to stop [touching] me...

How come everyone is gone to leave me to spend my nights alone where my haterd has built up.. it fuels the hurt my knife needs to allow my blood to flood my room..

What do you do when you've got a problem,
But you can't talk to anyone about it?
How do you deal with it?

My heart is black, my world is grey
I wish someone would take the pain away.

-quote from my poem Heart of Black

I hide all my tears from anyone I know
All my smiles are just for show.
My parents say I have no heart
But the truth is that it's fallen apart

-quote from my poem True Friend

Don't know were i am going...
don't know when i'll be back...
not going to be missed...
i'm not putting on an act.
Don't you start to worry...
there's so much to achieve...
as much as i hate it here...
i could never turly leave.

I hate it when i start
to think i'm ok
but discover i'm really
not

U Dnt Undastand Wat U R Doin 2 Her
Nite Afta Nite She Cries Herself 2 Sleep
She Counts Da Cuts As Da Blud Starts Drippin Frm Her Wrists..1..2..3..I Cant Handle Dis R Her Last Words.U Killed Her Wit Ur Sik Twisted Gmes.