How can you take so much from me and not see it. i cant please you at all...

I don't want to live anymore. I'm so unhappy with my life & at this point I can't see it getting any better.

I close my eyes and wish to never wake up. 8/29/12(wed.)

I just wish some memories didn't last forever. I swear reliving the same moment time after time will destroy you.

I understand that you're hurting and in great pain...but why the hell did you have to drag me down with you?

I hope this scar will heal before she has a chance to see it.

I lied...I'm not alright

Haunted by a darkness
Scared to start to stumble
Tears that just cannot fall
Words hidden within a mumble

And now it's time to put on that smiling face again...

Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving . There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand .