When you get to my age , you will understand .

She didn't know how to handle all this .
Her parents , her sister , her friends .
None of them really understood
what she was going through .
None of them could do anything to help her .

She was ALONE ~

Is it bad to not fear death?
Because sometimes I just don't care or not fear
And yes, I am depressed.

There's this boy in the mirror, I wonder who he is. Sometimes I think I know him and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in his eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When he looking back at me I can tell...he's hurting inside.

Considering how tough my life is, hell sounds like heaven.

Only a fool would believe you...and i was the biggest one

Im tired of caring sick of trying and done lying

You can't run away from fate, but you can run away from you...

I have learned to block it all out. I figured that if i ignore the pain long enough, it will simply go away...forever.

I cry not because I loose,
I cry not because I'm weak,
I cry not for you to get petty with
but I cry because I'm hurt..