Please look behind the make-up, behind the smile and the laughs and see who i truly am. </3

Let me die upon this night,
let me leave this world in fright.
Nobody could ever see how not right
I was, but who cares when the sun is bright?

Truth is, I'm finished.

" I hold in my tears, afraid to loose control. Crying on the inside, drowning my soul. "

All my friends tried to save me
but they failed

I hate human beings

Dreaming of the past. Slipping through the years, i just past through.

I've been crying alot latley,
people think it's cause my family
it's really cause you hurt me realy bad and i realy wish i never been here,
but i am and i have to i can let the past go,
but i cant let you go

As she's breaking down she grabs her razor and she whispers... this time I'm not okay...

"You say one thing and mean another. You push me around like a stroller and cut me down when you are feeling low. I am tired of this. Hurt someone your own size!"

I'm dosed