I've been crying alot latley,
people think it's cause my family
it's really cause you hurt me realy bad and i realy wish i never been here,
but i am and i have to i can let the past go,
but i cant let you go

As she's breaking down she grabs her razor and she whispers... this time I'm not okay...

"You say one thing and mean another. You push me around like a stroller and cut me down when you are feeling low. I am tired of this. Hurt someone your own size!"

I'm dosed

Don't let my smile fool you;
Faking a smile comes so naturally to me, because it's just like breathing...

I dont know what to say,.
down on my knees
trying to control my tears
that rushing through my face...
but there's only one thing
....i want to say

"i have loved you deeply"

~lei~

I'm not my looks or the expressions I make,
I'm not my wide smile because that's fake.
I'm the person you don't notice and can't see,
I'm the person you once asked me not to be.

I cut because I hate myself and I hate myself because I cut.

You think you know me, but you're wrong. You don't know me at all. I don't want to die, I want to escape.

Flowers to your feet,
a preformance well done.
So many lies you told,
"Love you," your greatest one.

Take your bow,
Dance in my blood.
Because you we're my life,
Now watch my veins flood.