Don't let my smile fool you;
Faking a smile comes so naturally to me, because it's just like breathing...

I dont know what to say,.
down on my knees
trying to control my tears
that rushing through my face...
but there's only one thing
....i want to say

"i have loved you deeply"

~lei~

I'm not my looks or the expressions I make,
I'm not my wide smile because that's fake.
I'm the person you don't notice and can't see,
I'm the person you once asked me not to be.

I cut because I hate myself and I hate myself because I cut.

You think you know me, but you're wrong. You don't know me at all. I don't want to die, I want to escape.

Flowers to your feet,
a preformance well done.
So many lies you told,
"Love you," your greatest one.

Take your bow,
Dance in my blood.
Because you we're my life,
Now watch my veins flood.

I'll always be known as a team player. I never do anything for myself.

No more words, no more thinking, no more life.... just a deathbed to fulfill.

Let me help you forget.
Let me help you end it all.
Here's my knife, now slit my throat!

Here we go again
The same path I walked before
Here we go
Into the darkness once again