Why does it feel like I'm slowly losing grip?

I know i've made mistakes, i know i've hurt ppl, n i know dat i probably dnt deserve anyone's love.... bt dat doesnt mean i deserve 2 b treated like dis....

I'm done fighting.... i think its time to let everything go , let the darkness consume me, i give up trying to win a hopeless fight, i already knew i would never win it..

Sometimes I just wish that
I could literally sleep forever.
Not die; but just sleeping
For a very long time.
Because sometimes my
Dreams and fantasies are
Better than reality... x3

*Mine.

Am in a desert trying to find a boat so that I don't drown in my own tears

You said goodbye but there is no end for my love ....i realised there is no end for my april 1st...

You said me goodbye but i never try to forget you..i just trying to stop thinking about you...

Since when is eating a chore??

"I hate crying in public."

Alone in the dark searching for a spark.