"I didn't know you could laugh one second and feel dead inside the second after..."

I don't deserve happiness.

As my emotions sink out of controll to the bottom of the sea, and my heart has given up. my mind is slowly trying to catch them before it is to late.

I try too hard and it's just a waste of my time.

I'm me.
You are you.
Let me live my life
I'll let you live yours.
I do me, you do you.
Stay out of my life

Help me i dont know where to turn. i dont know where to go now or who to go to please lead me back to you i need to be saved

No matter how fast i run or how far i go it wont escape me, pain, misery, emptyness

As i bite my lip day to day to hide my pain behind my eyes, i try to tell myself it will be ok but im not hearing anything.

I'm not perfect, so stop telling me I am because I'm not the angel you used to know.

I'm always afraid of being yelled at, being hurt, made fun of. I'm always afraid of feeling the pain that i feel every moment of the day...