Your eyes are betraying you. They can't see my emotions.

Why must we have to feel sad and sorry for losing something that we never had !!!? :(

I know cutting is a bad thing.. i just can't seem to stop..

SEE I'M SMILING. too bad it's completely fake

And now i lay here all alone not thinking of the undying pain or even the scars but of you...

What if it never gets better? What if it never will? What if i will stand here alone, to face the world on my own.. Stuck in my head I'd rather stay, crying my lungs out, and Fighting these demons away.... and then I Realize, this is bigger than me..

There's an emptiness inside of her, that she'd do anything to fill it in.

But i feel heavy, like floating at the bottom of the sea.

Always and forever can be such a long.. lonely time.

LOVE ALWAYS, TRUST IS LOST ON YOUR PART...