ALRIGHT I GIVE UP, you win... congrats... you broke my heart

Even the dolls and mannequins look more alive than me....
Ariel©

What if it never gets better?

I tell you I'm fine.. But if you actually looked in my eyes, they would say something different.

Depression sweeps over me like a wave crashing ashore. Mysterious and unexplainable. I don't want to feel this anymore.

*I may eventually make this one into a poem*

I wish i was an alien, becuz atleast then i would have a reason to be different.

Sleep brings sanctuary
Dreams bring escape
At least until morning

My wings are broken
by the words left unspoken
now all i can do is sit and cry
just wishing, praying, that i die...

Ariel copywright

"You told me to just be myself...but I don't even know how to do that anymore..."

I`m gonna get many breakdowns next week 'cause there`s so much going on. I don`t know if I can take it all.