I just want to feel something again.. I just want to feel something, other than pain.

I want to leave this place,
I live for that hope,
Until that day comes
Don't judge how I cope.

I make jokes about everything, it's how I deal with the pain. Because if I'm laughing, people don't know I'm dying inside.

I just wish someone would care

SOmEtimEs i feeL ,
daT everythinG waS aLL miStakeS ~

tOniGht ,
i feeL thE sOrrOw ~

I wish you'd just tell me you were proud of me and you love me

It's easy to tell me to just be happy, when you're not the one dying inside looking for reasons to be happy.

/itrytobeme/

I'm not being bloody sensitive. You just don't know the truth about me, and how much I'm hurting inside for reasons you wouldn't understand, not in a millions years.

Life just suck basically, and I'm just too tired to jot down anything worth mentioning. Life is what you make it, and if I hear that one more time from myself, I'm just gonna choke myself to death. HONESTLY.

And its as if you stabbed me right in the middle of my heart, and pushed me down to the groud, while you pulled up a chair put your feet up loving every minute watching me bleed