Even in my dreams....
you never love me....

I may be leaving today.
I may be disappearing in the mist of myself
I'm sick of being yelled out, sick of feeling like a screw up...
but hey, maybe that is me after all,
stupid and a screw up...
sorry mom and dad i let you down.

Put on my make-up
To hide the black and blue
My biggest fear is that
Someday I'll turn into you

from my poem - Stranger

Nothing will ever stay the same.... Even you love </3

I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.

She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...

"I just want someone here to listen, without saying a word, I guess thats what dairies and stuff animals are for..."

Closer and closer, the wind pushes me to the edge. One more step and down I go. One more step, and I'm falling forever.

One morning you wake up afraid to live.

Standing on the cliff of trust. Looking down, there is no bottom. No end to whatever may come, no hope of ever reaching the bottom- to die.