Some times you run so far, you end up back where you started.

As I look in the mirror all I still see is
sadness and dispair a body with
no soul, empty, alive but not there

Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew

I JUST lost my best friend
my boyfriend
my 2 friends...
they all walked away from me, now i'm alone.
100% alone

Fake little friends
Ugly little lies
So sick of no one caring I just wanna die...

From my poem 'Failing at Life'

No one cares. I don't belong. Not anywhere; I'm not that strong.

'You say I'm fake-emo? You say you don't believe I would actually commit suicide? You say i do it for the attention!?!?! Well maybe actually pulling the trigger this time might change your mind....'

And as your promise shatters, so does my life. </3

She cuts,
But no longer feels.
She cries,
But sees no tears.
She hopes,
But disappiontment fills her heart.
She loves,
But only hurts.

She tried to be there for everyone else,
But doesn't realize she's falling apart, herself.