Living in Hell....
Parents wont stop fighting !! :((
Want to get out of this hell...

I i promised myself never to depend on anyone, but you screwed that right up.

I just need a body to lay next to me right now, holding me close like im all they need.

This thing im in is toxic, im not dumb to realise, someone end me now before i do it myself.

I just don't know what i'm supposed to do anymore..

I woke up one mornin n he wznt by my syd ... as i got outta bed i found a folded note under his pillow wich sed "i wish i could love u da way u did bt sadly shez waitin fr me n i cant keep her waitin cz she iz da love of my lyf" ...

Im sick and tired of takin sleepin pills - y doncha understand it's U who can put me 2 sleep nt da pillz !

Im sorrie dat i failed u - bt u never cared how ive bn since u left me ...

I want to run away from all my troubles, and leave this life behind. And I'll be nothing but a whisper in the wind.

I may look like I just don't care, but I'm crying a river inside.