Happiness is just a made up word to make you believe that life is worth living.

I cut my wrists, hoping maybe someone will see them...
I fake a smile, wishing someone would tell me I know you fake it.
I even starve waiting for someone to ask why are you not hungry?
I wish someone would just ask!

He told me he loves me... but the next day he says he doesn't want me? Now he won't even talk to me, he won't even see me.... WE were best friends before...

I know you've given yourself away to me now, now i feel a weights there, im afraid you;ll miss what you had and want me gone shortly

It's easy to tell me to just be happy.. when your the one who isn't dying inside looking for reasons to be happy.

No, I'm not sensitive, You just don't know the truth about me, and how much i'm hurting inside for reasons you wouldn't understand..

I promised myself i was done cutting..
You gave me a reason to break that promise..

The WORST thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't WORTH the truth.

"Please, don't leave me alone with myself."

But then I realized I had no words to describe the hopelessness in my gut.