There are things in life i just may not understand but when it comes to knowing how to take care of things i am the best but right now i feel as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest

I kinda like that girl
But she's being own by someone else
Damn, im in a mess

I kinda like that girl
But she's being own by someone else
Damn, im in a mess

Trying to be better than me

In the hospital i made some great friends, now im home and falling apart once again

Spending this last month in the hospital showed me how much i really hate my life, i really dont care anymore!!!!

I learned that everything happens for a reason, that's why I forgive you every step of the way, because I believe there is a logical explanation for stupidity.

I loved you with each && every
Piece of my shattered heart
But you only used those shards
To cut me again

You can't feel
How I felt
But you can see
By the scars on my arms

&& you don't know how I feel now
Cause I keep the cuts
Well hidden now

Unwanted, unneeded & all alone, hoping to find a warm loving home, with a mother and father that love me dear, and a boyfriend that wants me near. </33