I am back to my old ways, at the party last night i drank, i smoked and woke up with guys i dont even know!!! i felt like everyone cared,i was so popular, i am killing myself slowly and i cant stop,,, im so unhappy,, im so lost

Im going back to school tomorrow.. its everything i want.. but i no im not ready.. im not stable enough.. what do i do? i cant give up :(

I am struggling so much... i cant fight these feelings

I just can't go one living with the facade I put up. I lied. I'm not fine, I need a change.

You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizons. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about- the more you have left if anything goes wrong.

"At this point yo I'm starting to give up on people, cause I swear nothing is enough, nothing..."

Life sucks, love hurts. Deal with it.

XXXXSave me from the nothing I've become.XXXX

I'll never be able to go up to the people that love me
And tell tham that even though they are there for me
I'm still LONELY

~Delirium

When all I can think about is cutting myself, I know somethings seriously wrong.