Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now..

You scroll through you msn list
Browsing through the personal messages,
To see everyone is just as pathetic as you.

And I know you've moved on
Yeah I know you don't miss me
and yes I know you don't even care
But I'm still where you left me with my arms stretched out, tirelessly waiting for you to embrace me I'm still wating, still wating for you...

I JUST dont have the incentive to live!

Im not sure anymore of anything, what to do, what to think, nothings right or wrong, im just not good enough for this world, is what it comes down to.

Once again its just me, alone, sitting here wondering why you left when you tell me you love me so much, is it a lie i start to wonder.

I have no future you told me, what can i say but to break down with the bottle to my lips as you drive away, whats this world matter i think..

"You can protect me from everything but myself, but most of the time I can do more damage to myself then anyone else ever could"

Some days, all I want to be is a missing person.

I am becoming used to an overwhelming, grinding mixture of anger and worry...