I have the power to end my life, I have the pills in my hand and i glass of whiskey in the other. Bottoms up!

Not everything is gunna be the way you think it ought to be.
It seems like everytime I try to make it right it all comes down on me.

It hurts to wake up in the mornings
to an empty bed instead of you,
it makes me want to cry
but I always fight back the tears
because I know they won't help you at all.

Don't bite your lip to hold back your smile.
Just think of this as bending the rules.

"I don't need someone to tell me everyone is OK, I just need someone to understand."

You always tell me you'll make it up to me...but not this time. im not gonna let you. </3

Im gonna stay strong and pretend i dont need you, when its really you i need the most.

If you love me, you'd be here for me when i need you...why aren't you here?

...And just to let you know, i would be so out of here if i could.

I never said I was strong enough to handle the pain . Actually , I'm far from it . I guess my words just got twisted up . I just don't want to feel the hurt anymore .