Sometimes you need to just fight the pain, no matter how bad it hurts, no matter how much you want to give up, sometimes, fighting is the only option.

Everybody's got a story that will break your heart...

Not seeing a future, living meaningless. where am I going?

One of those days
where you need a hug but
only one persons arms would help, and they're to distant to notice.

I feel dead... i feel alone, i feel trapped in a never ending cycle of sorrow.

What was i supposed to do?
I couldn't handle the stress,
i couldn't deal with the pain,
So i found a way to let it all out...

Just put me off the edge
make me fall hard enough so i have no feeling left
im tired of feeling

And even after all this time has past
I still think of the way things use to be
and miss it so much

&& There’s those occasional nights, when you break down && cry because, you know, things will never be the same...

Behind the smile, behind the lies, is a worn out girl, who's life has been lived around unfulfilled promises.