This is the sound of letting go, this is the last breath ill ever know...

Crying behind closed doors is all I know how to do anymore.

I rather be a character in a book even if the ending is sad because unlike life, books make sense.

All the energy she has
goes into waking up each morning
she really hates waking up.
she really hates living.
it's all just starting to get in her way.

This year i learnd alot, this year i got hurt alot, its time for a new start

Is it wrong to question my existence?

Suicide in da mirror
im killinq myself

Lies are sweeter then the truth

Originally written 23-6-2008

And because the shadows were watching
She shot the gun quickly

When you feel alot of pain and disapiontment it starts to be all you feel, then soon you feel nothing at all.