Her heart may beat,
but that doesn't mean she's alive.
I remember so clearly,
the moment she died...

Its just another day where i have to fake a smile
Its just another night where i cry myself to sleep
Its just another day where I've made another cut
Its just anothere night where the nightmares feel so real

I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all.

I've locked it up
and put it away
then hid the key.
didn't bother to make a map
no one would want it anyway

Take my hand.
as I'm falling.
and watch the blood run down.

For the first time in a long time i cut again
and for the first time in a long time i felt FREE

I see myself in the mirror and ask myself "Have I seen you before?"...I dont look alive in the mirror, just a reflection of death...and its a reflection of me...

My tears dont look real to me anymore...

Cheer up, wipe your damp eyes and tell me when it rains...

"I figure I couldn't have everything, but at least if anything I could have you..."