Falling off a cliff
doesn't seem so horrible anymore.
Crashing into a speeding truck
doesn't sound like a bad idea either.
Staying here does.

Just Once..
I want a reason to trust you..
I want you keep your promises..
I wish you'd not lie, to me..
Just once..

I've been holding on to the love we never had...

My eyes are swollen in my tears. my life is concurred with my fears

I never have things to run to, only things to run from.

Don't you ever let this cruel world to hurt you, to sadden you, and most importantly to break you... don't give up, struggle, sacrifice and don't you ever dare to murder your smile!

What do i do now... what do i do when the person i relied on the most... will never be there again?

about my own brother...

"I can not save you. I can't even save myself, so just save yourself.....You cannot save me, you can't even save yourself."
--Stabbing Westward

Hanging on the edge of the abyss
Hanging by a thread
How long before it breaks?

Originally written 31-3-2008

So you look at your life, You look at the world, Then you look to the oceans, You're looking for that world, A world above the rest, Something to set you free,Then you realize.......................................................You need to get out.