I am a horrible person....... The lowest of the lowest.... Would anyone care if I took this knife and invited it to my already breaking heart

I smile and laugh to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks and to prevent me from collapsing on the floor

Every single day the thought of suicide hides in the back of my mind, every single day . Yeah I'll put on a smile just to prove to you I can hold my shit together

The only thing that keeps me alive..
Is my crushed twisted little dream..
That someday..
I might make it out, alright..

The only thing that keeps me alive..
Is my crushed twisted little dream..
That someday..
I might make it out, alright..

Drowning In My Tears
Leaving Trails On My Dry Skin
Blocking Out The World
As I Scream In Pain

MaYbE sOmE pEoPlE dOnT sEe ThE pOiNt In LiViNg....
MaYbE iM oNe Of ThOsE pPl
WhY dO u PpL cArE oR eVeN nOtIcE aLl Of A sUdDen?

You think you've got me figured out.
You think you know because of what you see.
The truth is, you've known me for years,
yet, you've never truly KNOWN me.

line from my new poem.rate/comment plz

Sometimes i wish people wouldnt judge me and see me the way you do

Sometimes i wish everyone could see the real me :(