~!sometimes all i wish i could do is dream!~

Are you too blind to see the tears running down my cheeks or do you just not care?

Bleeding, pleading, dreaming, screaming, slicing, dicing, yet I still I bleed it out, over and over and over again...

What's under my sleeve is only for my eyes to see,
Finger tips to touch and,
Razor blade to kiss

She laughs and smiles
she giggles and claps
inside she cries and weeps
as her barriers collapse

She hides it behind a smile
she hides it behind a laugh
she hides it though it hurts her
she hides it on their behalf

So here it goes again

another mark to the collection

another f**king face i need to erase

you wont ever understand
because to you

these kisses...

they wont mean a thing

I just want to make you happy.. I'm so little and filled with so much pain. I give up.. I just can't do this anymore.
I cut myself, I drink & I'm gonna start smoking weed.
I love you but I know enough to never tell on you.
I'm sorry.......

I try to blend into the
world around me, but oil
will never mix with water.
I will never belong here.

I'm sorry for being defensive; I'm just tired of being let down.

I'm sorry my eyes contain tears; I'm just remembering how I used to believe in love.