"Whats better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?"

Not Mine

"Darkness.....where I can finally escape from reality."

"i'm by my self more than they could ever know, if only they were all alone."

I'm hiding how I feel, just so no one can get close. Why do I do this to myself? I like to cut everyone off and slit my wrists. How did this happen?

"To look at this smile is to see a lie,
But to feel this pain is to feel the truth"

..this pain is too much..i wanna scream and cry out loud but i know the world won't stop and won't even mind to listen anyway.. :'(

So many attempts to forget. Infinte blades have cut my viens. For you have murdered me.

Nobody understands me :(

..for just one day, i wish you could feel how much im missng you..: (

The ground beneath me just disappeared, and now I'm falling just like I feared.