I feel like I'm living the life of an adult, going through the problems of an adolescent, while being stuck with the mentality of a child.

I lost my temper, I wish I didn't. I just wish I wasn't here, wasn't breathing, wasn't alive, buried six feet under, dead, unmoved, not listening, in hell, burning...

Yeah, I just wish.

It's not a "need" to be antisOcial...

It's never a "want" to be one either...

Becoz I just am; antisOcial.

I was doing nothing, wasn't even thinking. And when I realised that, I found the silence deafening.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I never meant to do any of this, but I always get caught up in it. I'm sorry. I really am. Please forgive me.

So is everyone else.

&+ Thee World [Outsidee]
Has -No- Clue About What >This< Girl's
*Still* Going Through ...

There's A Girl Crying In The Mirror, Tonight..
&& Nothing I do Will Make Her Alright..

&& No One Will Never Know How Many Times She Told Herself She Wasn't Good Enough..

..if there's really SOMEDAY, when will it come my way?.