I am the luckiest girl in this world because I have no tears left to cry, nothing left to loose and no one left to leave me behind.

As i went to a prgram 2day they held me as i cryed they said~ your just another kid lost in the system you did your best and all it would of took was that 1 person to care and to be there for u

As im packign to move again this isnt that i failed again its that im doing great and gettign to were i have to be

Let pick up the peices again

" I am my own poison. " - Lisamay.

It's funny that years go by & nothing seems to change,
Then suddenly, everything is different...
Tell me, where did I go wrong & how did everything go wrong?

Isolation
Desecration
Desperation
Restoration

Evreything everyone wants me to be; but nothing to myself

& If you look close enough,
In that specific spot, You'll see your name,
A scar that was carved...
Five and a Half years ago.

P.s: I still love you as much as that day.

& She picks up the brush she'd put down yesterday,
Stares at the reflection she once knew
& paints the only masterpiece she'll ever do,
Of a girl so happy, hiding lies so intricately