Why did I have to f**k up...I'm so retarded... now I have to live will myself...even tho all I wanna do is die... I've tried 3 times in the last month...I can't anymore..

Blood looks so much better staining my skin then on the inside...

I am so blissfully numb.

Forever waiting...endless weeping...eternally sleeping.

I'm not doing so well.
Was I ever?
I don't feel so swell.
I can't go on like this.

Please, someone take this pain away. I can't take it anymore.

Please take away this pain.

The first present my parents ever gave me was a pair of awfully blue genes.

I need you...I can't do this alone...I already failed twice...

Why I am so depressed at a situation that was not my fault?