You can still laugh
when you are miserable
You just cant feel the warmth
that laughter brings

You may glue a shattered thing back together, but is cracks show it to be forever broken.....

Someday things will get better,
sounds like a lie covering up the truth,
you think your helping me feel better,
but im wise beyond my youth.

&just when I thought I'd never feel this feeling again...

She swallows sadness instead of calories...

I rather be alone than knowing one day your gonna leave me.
But..sometimes I need someone to stop me from ending me.

I'm trying my best to keep my hopes high,
But all of the time I wonder if I'll survive.
Last time I fell into nothing but sadness,
I can't hope again to make it past that kind of madness.

*From my poem: Revolving Door

Leaving the beloved alone under the rain means YOU have a dead and rusty heart.

I wonder if there is a guy out there that would think I'm so beautiful, of my preference. Without makeup.

Going onwards I drive myself insane, feels sad, painful, lonesome, but at same time so well known.