Suicide is the only thing you don't have to live with the regret of.

"People stare and all I can feel is the tears rolling down my face."

No matter how many times someone has complements you it has no effect when you have been insulted so many times

I could write 1001 things about how wrecked and fcked up my life is right now , but it's going to take forever . I promise .

DONTits urge that will never go
unless u fight it
&hard
dont let it win
dont let it give in
dont let the demon of cutting smile at u as it kicks u when ur down
u can talk 2me bout life
Ill listen
habit of cutting will not
DONT LET IT WIN

In the end, music is your only friend.

"Oh girl.. how come you don't get it that you are the only one who able to hurt me so easily."

No matter how many times someone complements you,
the insults of others still remain

I drown myself in tears
along with an ice cold beer
hoping to rid my fears
of what's next throughout my years..

Now I'll be bold
As well as strong
And use my head alongside my heart
So tame my flesh
And fix my eyes
A tethered mind freed from the lies

mns