When all you do is cry and you wanna die,
I feel so damn worthless because I can't save you.

I'm so messed up, I don't even know
how to explain how I feel anymore.

~ nxc

The agony overwhelmes me, and the sorrow is taking over me.
Why can't anyone see that I'm afraid and so alone?

~ nxc

Just because you see me happy on the outside
Doesnt mean that im also happy in the inside

My feelings are hard to express
that sometimes its better just to lock them inside

Why does it feel
that even though how hard i try
ill never be good enough for anybody

Silent Screams And Cries For Help Scribbled In The Blood Of Misery And Pain Never Relenting.

The only way you can help me out is to please forget about it.
(Of course, when I say that, it is never the truth.)

This blade is my only friend.

Suicide is the only thing you don't have to live with the regret of.