"I know im useless, thxs for making me feel better."

She hates it how people look at her and instantly think perfect.
She's not perfect.
She just doesn't broadcast her problems.

Everytime someones comes around i force a smile upon my face

everytime i'm at home my heart just seems to break

"Christmas is another wasted day of my life."

They say to listen to your heart. But, what happens when your heart tells you to die? Should you still listen... I do.

"Love is knowing you don't deserve it."

Words alone can cut deeper then any blade.

WHATS BETTER? A LIE THAT DRAWS A SMILE? OR THE TRUTH THAT DRAWS A TEAR?

[YouCan'tFightTheTearsThatAintComing
OrTheMomentOfTruthInYourLies
WhenEverythingFeelsLikeTheMovies
AndYouBleedJustToKnowYou'reAlive]

-Not Mine

My eyes hurt from crying, my heart aches from trying, my wrist burns from cutting and in the end i still have nothing...