Your warm presence
Melts the ice around my heart.
Maybe someday i'll be free
From depression's icy fingers.
I just hope Someday
Isn't too late.

Everything built up on me,
I couldnt take the strain.
So I blocked you out,
Sorry to cause you that pain.

(from my poem "revenge upon myself" please read it and comment =) thanks)

Why has the world turned on me and why have i turned on myself?

"The mirror is who I never wanted to be, but yet somehow I am the mirror."

"I don't have nightmares, just memories."

"As much as you try, you will never find that one person who will know exactly how you feel."

Dreams do shatters but a broken heart needs a healing
Trying to climb to the next phase of life but again falling
Holding the sands of time but the seconds are spilling
Fighting my own desires but i am just so tired of killing

There are times when things seems to be so frightening
It seems as if my entire life has been struck by lightning
But just look at me now, i have become so damn daring
No matter how far i try to run, i come back in the same ring

If you want me back, then buy a toolbox... It'll take you forever to fix my heart!

Whats happens when you cannot smile anymore but you cannot cry, and people see right through you, and all you say is im fine...