D ecide to die
E verytime I cry
A nother breath wasted
T omorrows tears tasted
H aunted, I cry

I mpossible thoughts
S o much haunts

H unted to die
E verytime I cry
R emorse won't arrive
E vermore, I won't thrive

Every day i feel the pain and everyday I pretend I don't....and no one ever notices.

I
Am
N O T H I N G

I can't make the world whole. I can't stop the pains or problems.

I
Mean
N O T H I N G

No one loves me, I am alone

I
Am
N O T H I N G

I
Am
A L O N E

Pains from words has left it's scar,
on mind and heart thats tender.
Cuts and bruises now have healed,
it's the words that i remember...

Im gonna smile like nothings wrong.

Talk like everythings perfect.

Act Like its Just a Dream.

And pretend its not hurting me.

If happiness was food,
I would be starving.

Some people say:
create new hopes and dreams everyday,they will come true if you believe.
I say:
forget all you other hopes and dreams, only one of them matters anyway. And the one that does matter, will be forgotten also.

Just because i peirced my nose doesn't mean i want to kill myself, mom.

The first time they asked me if I'm okay I told them I'm not. But then I got fed up with their questions. They never understood how I really felt. So I decided to smile although I was dying inside.

This broken heart will never mend,
so never shall I breathe again