Behind these eyes full of tears, is a girl that wants to shine.

Hold the blade steady,
Angel with the broken wings.
Watch the crimson tears fall,
The first time always stings.

Nothing is ever gonna be alright....i think i've accept that it's my life...

When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls

Not All Scars Show* *Not All Wounds Heal* *Sometimes You Can't Always See* *The Pain Someone Feels

Id rather go [blind] than to see you walk away from me
Id rather go [deaf] than to hear you say you hate me
Id give up [all] things just to be with you
Because what’s .e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. if I don have you?

Sometimes it's better to keep it all inside.

You ran your hand across my scars and it killed me to see the look in your eyes, and when you asked me how i could do that to myself my only answer was "i dont know"

My tears won't dry,
My heart won't mend,
&& that glimmer of hope is forever shattered.

I am good at faking a smile or laughing out loud when I would rather cry