I live a miserable life
Everyday a new strife
Nothing ever goes right
Always another fight

People dont die from suicide,
they die from sadness...
for once, instead of telling me the reasons
why i shouldnt cry...pay attention to the
reason why i actually am

I sit hear in the corner
dying from my fears
locked in my self hatred
a prisoner of my tears
so when im gone dont cry
please dont morn for me
because im finally happy
dont you get it?...im finally free

I've finally lost hope in everything..

Your gun, my head, you shoot, I’m dead.

I love walking in the rain because no one knows i am crying

They Say,
Time Heals Everything
Well...
I'm Still Waiting.

Six Feet Under And I've Never Been Happier.

Just when she finally figures out who she is, her world changes, and she has to restart from the beginning, and find herself again.

Outside the rain paints a beautiful picture in the sky...meanwhile,my blood paints a beautiful masterpiece on the floor