Don't ask me what's wrong
when you don't even care
don't ask me to explain
when you won't understand
because everything I do is wrong
and everything I ever had is gone

I've lost alot of weight.. u asked me how, i said easily i didnt eat much adn i work out.. then u asked me " why.. why do that to urself.." and i say " cuz now maybe u will like me better"

.So Why Cant You See Through The Black Make up And Dark Clothes And Love Me For Who I Am ?Is That So Much To Ask ? ='[

It's a high. You feel amazing. No matter how bad you felt before. It's a rush. Like suddenly; your alive.

easter bunny
tooth fairy
daddy.
eventually
kids stop believing
in things
they don't see

What i've done to myself is nothing compared to what you did to me

Depression deeper then the deepest sea, this is what you did to me.

Ive been to funerals, ive watched my grandfather die, ive seen my parents divorce 3 times, i was almost killed and raped by a man who broke into my house last year...but those things didnt traumatize me as much as almost losing you...

I'm not asking for you to like me, I'm asking for you to understand me.

My [BlaCkenEd] heart
My torn up *Skin*
To me S u i c i D e
will >never< be a _s_i_n_