Outside:Im smiling
Inside: Im crying
Deep Down: Im dying

And with those words
I left this earth
Crying and bloody
Just like at birth
My painful cry stabbed through the air
That faithful day
I died right there

From My Poem "Betrayal" PLease read and comment :)

When you attempt suicide and fail, its just another disappointment because its another thing you cant do right

Show no fear, no sorrow, no tears nor shame, but show your will to stand against the world and it's fads.

Do you love me? Or do you not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you. Of all the guys I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you

Somebody asked me today why Im always wearing long sleeves. And I replied "Because long sleeves hide the things that you dont want the world to see..."

No smile is
beautiful as the
one that
struggles
through tears...

Who to tell??
[no] one to [care].
living my life,
myworst .::nightmare::.

"crying is a way to release the pain
cuting is a way to make it stain
yelling is the way to let it out
hurting is what its all about"

She's waiting for a reason to still love you..