I know how it feels,
to be on the edge of you bed,
your head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would just end.

Excuse My Screaming,
You're Only Breaking My Heart.

Sweet is love when all is sane
Sweet is death to rid the pain
Cruel is death when all is well
Cruel is love when all is hell

Isn't it ironic how the memories that made you smile now make you cry?

I've learned teddybears don't make everything ok and crying doesn't make all the pain go away.

~Just because i have nurves, doesn't mean that I can feel~

If every fake smile was a tear, we would all be crying.

There's Nothing You Can Say,
To Make This Pain Go Away.
The Only Thing To End My Strife,
Is The Blade Of This Fu**ing Knife.

Looking back on my past,
it's the hardest thing to do.
suicide, drugs, alcohol, and sex,
it's some of the worst years i went through.

"Human heart! Half price! some assembly required"