How many times can you lose everything?

....I really thought..... that once was the limit......

Let's play a game,
I'll let you go first,
We'll play it with six bullets,
Tell me if it hurts.

So I take this razor and let the sadness bleed away.

-From a poem I'm writing.

Maybe I just don't belong here at all...

I continue to plead for anyone to talk to, to cry with, and I'm left with a pencil and paper to pour my heart out to, to cry to... with no possible way of being heard.
-Me

All It Takes, Is 5 Letters.
5 Letters To Make My Heart Melt.
5 Letters To Make Me Feel Like NOTHING.

©

Happy New Year!!
Yeah right!
Its just another year for more pain & bullsh*t.

I want to scream and cry in your arms and i want to take a gun...put it to my head and let my mind kiss the ground

I want to scream, but nothing comes out, i want to run, but my feet don't move, i want to cry, but no tears fall, i want to live my life, but i'm dead inside

Y is it i can always solve other peoples problems but not my own?