"u know its bad when happiness of others makes you sad"

You're Just Another Guy Here To Break My Heart, Go Ahead, Be My Guest, I'm Not Scared Of The Pain Anymore, I Know It All Too Well...

Can’t even think straight anymore…
Alone in the dark…
Today you stopped caring…
At least you left your mark…
It’s right next to the rest…
The ones you’ll never see…
Don’t bother now…
You are dead to me.

I'm becoming the person i use to be before i met you, the person i use to hate...

.:: tear stained eyes, blood stained sleeves, vodka soaked carpet...these things are haunting me ::.

You tell your heart that its over but that doesn't mean your hearts going to give up on whats ment to be.

And as the wall of lies comes crashing down around me, I am revealed for what I truly am, a vulnerable child, lost in a world she never understood.

Her skin is a white cloth
And she’s sewn apart
She has many colored pins sticking out of her heart
She knows she has a curse on her
A curse she cannot win
For if someone gets too close to her…
The pins stick farther in

I didn't want to admit it, it was easier to lie,
And hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry.

Im not emo im emotional.....